I have found that sometimes when something is bothering and I can't quite work it out in my head, that it helps to write it down and figure it out that way. So that is my plan for this blog. So, Hi, how are you? Its been awhile? Anything new in your life?
I'm still at Target, I'm getting less hours due to the fact that the remodel is done but I still have moments of enjoyment when I get to arrange things and clean up stuff. The moments are less frequent than when I last blogged but they are still there. But let's dive straight to the heart of my issues. And if you know me at all you will more than likely laugh at the last sentence and make a snide comment about me having too many issues to work through. Ha Ha Ha, I laughed on the inside, I swear!
Issue # 1 I am not going to say that this is the more important of the two but it is the one that currently irks me the most so we will be starting with it tonight. Ok, my dad got this huge job which is great because it means we might actually be able to leave this excuse for a house that we have now. ( I don't know if I have mentioned it previously or not but this condo is tiny and the walls are paper thin so when dad wakes up to pee at 2 AM , I hear it, when the neighbors in the condo connected to ours decide to play air hockey to 5 something in the morning, guess what? I HEAR IT!!!) I was going to help dad with the job because it is WAY too big for him to do by his self and get done at a decent rate. However, around the same time my friend tells me that there is this guy she likes and he is having money issues. She didn't know about the job but it just occurred at the same time. Me, being my ever so helpful yet idiotic self, I pass this on to my dad. One thing leads to another and dad hires this dude. I was so smug, I no longer had to work on the job that bores me to tears, forces me to wear a harness, AND go up really high in a lift ( I HATE heights!). This guy gets a job and my dad has a helper. All is well that ends well right? WRONG!!! My dad finally found the son he always wanted but never had. To put it simply, I have been replaced. I grew up a tom boy, mostly because I spent so much time with my dad and he always wanted a son. He loved working with and hanging with me. But now he has found someone who scratches his crotch, isn't afraid of heights, and can go to the bathroom in the some area as my dad. I'm not sure if this would really have bothered me if it wasn't for what happened next. My dad WILL NOT STOP talking about the wonder that is this guy. Every time I talk to my dad its Justin did this and Justin told me this and its a miracle that Justin is alive, blah blah blah. *bangs head against desk repeatedly*. On top of this, personally, this guy wigs me out. There is something off about him and I don't dare tell my friend or my dad because they would more than likely beat me up and the leave me somewhere to rot. Ok, I think that is all I have for the issue. Moving on....
Issue #2: I have finally come to the point where I am ready to move on with my life and go to college! YEAH!! I know right? I have found a college I like, its UMKC which spelled out is University of Missouri Kansas City. I specifically picked it because it is in Kansas City, which means I will be close to Tommy. Who I thought was my best friend. Everything is looking good for the college. A friend of mine went there for a year and said it was good. It has majors that actually sound interesting to me and its about the same price as Mel's college (which if i haven't told you yet, Mel is going to Truman State University.) I am highly considering retaking the ACT. I don't really need to but I know I can do better than a 22 and I feel like I have to prove it myself and everyone else. I don't know why I really consider this an issue. I guess its just because I am a big wimp and the idea of doing something different and leaving what I am used to behind makes me want to hide under my blankets.
Everything else is going ok. I have a guy that I REALLY REALLY like and he says he likes me back but like any relationship (especially any that involve me) there is complications. I don't really have anyone to talk to about things because everyone I know is busy, engaged/married, prego, seeing someone, or quite simply not talking to me anymore. Which reminds me, remember Arielle? Yeah, we are so not talking anymore. She has decided to go ahead and marry the schmuck Travis and follow him to wherever (which last I heard is Florida) She is planning her wedding in San Antonio, Texas but don't ask me the details, I just hear what everyone decides to pass on to me. You know, for future reference. If you are a friend, co-worker, associate, heck if you are the guy living on the street. If you ask for my advice,I will give you pretty darn good advice. And this is not bragging ( least it isn't meant to be) its just fact. I tend to pick on human behavior and patterns very well and I have a sense about things that has yet to fail me. So when I say, don't date that person, don't quite your job, talk to that guy he likes you.... There is a pretty good chance I AM RIGHT!
Ok, I think I am finished. At least my hands got a good work out. TTYL, Ciao!
