Well i have to admitt that i dont have much to report, even less that is actually interesting. But i love talking to someone.. even if it is my computer lol. Ok so i have to warn you, this post might get a little deep. HEY! don't look shocked! I can be deep! I CAN! Well anyways, today i have found myself feeling very reflective. For example, for the longest time all i have ever wanted is a boyfriend (lame i know but let me explain) someone to make me feel complete. I guess its because i LOVE to read romances and the girl always seems better after meeting Mr. Right. That and as much as i adore being different sometimes i wish i had some normal childhood memories, such as my first kiss, first boyfriend,etc. But a few weeks ago i realized what a hazzle a boyfriend would be. NO I'M SERIOUS! Think about it for a sec. When you have a boyfriend you have to dress up and worry about looking good for them. You have to set aside time for them, even if it means not reading that new book you just got ( yes i am aware i'm a nerd). Not to mention i don't think they would appreciate when you happen to notice the cute guy who works at Taco Bell lol. Not don't hear what i'm not saying.... I would still love to have someone to eat dinner with, someone i CAN dress up for, and someone i can discuss stuff with but i'm slowly learning to see the positive side of these things :) Besides, what guy out there could even handle me? ;)
CIAO!
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