The Death of a Dream and the Beginning of a Nightmare

Hey, sorry yall. I forgot my password and then life went down the drain. My Christmas was pretty good. I got to do the devotions and i had this (in my humble opinion) awesome lesson. And i even wrote a poem, which i will post as soon as i found it lol. A little after Christmas i found my dream car. A 2003 Chrysler PT Cruiser, in a very pretty blue color. I did all my research on and I drove it off the lot two days after the new year. This car was perfect. Everything worked, it had spunk, and it completely suited my personality. I named it Miss Bonnie Lou after my grandmother who had always wanted a PT Cruiser. So on January 14 I was on my way to pick up my friend Kay-Kay, to take her to this thing for a job she wanted. I was running behind, which means I was speeding, and i got pulled. I was not happy but whatever. Then I get off the highway at the exit that leads to my friend's place. I'm driving and wondering how I'm going to tell my parents when I notice this car looks like its going to drive right out in front of me. I hit the breaks but it didn't do anything. I ended up hitting her car going 30 miles an hour. Her car was pushed forward and out of the street. My car stayed in the lane I had started in. My airbags deployed and people it does not feel pleasant. There was smoke everywhere and my neck to my waist was numb from the airbag. The girl who i hit, she turns out to be not only someone i know but a friend of my sisters, had to help open my door because it got bent in the accident. And i get out. I'm shaking and yes i will admit crying as well. And then i look over and see that the girl whose car i hit ( Let's call her Marybeth for the heck of it) had two girls in the car with her. Thankfully no one was seriously injured. One girl got cut by her ear but that was it. I called my friend and her, her husband and her uncle rushed over to be with me. Thank God for that because i was a wreck (pun intended). The cop was a BUTTHEAD, who went as far as to CHASTISE ME because when i called the cops (which i didn't a witness called it in) i didn't mention that my car was still in the road. He said that if they had know that they would have come quicker. I KNOW! I was pissed about it too (after the shock wore off) Ant, Kay-Kay's husband took pics of my car for me and i called my parents and my dad came to pick me up.A tow car put Miss Bonnie Lou on its car holding thingy and I started crying all over again. Then Kay-Kay's uncle helped me cross the street ( i didn't need it but it was still sweet) and I met up with my dad. I went to the ER and got checked out. The doctor there was also a butthead ( can i pick them or what?). Then i went home. I ended up having to get my back adjusted since the accident threw it out of whack. Btw it takes weeks for your back to go back to the way it is supposed to be. I had to put up with stupid insurance people, I do not suggest getting State Farm. Anyways five days later I FINALLY get a rental car. A nice 2011 Chevy Malibu with the attitude of a cheerleader. Arielle and i went to highway K to get dinner and it started to snow so we quickly finished and headed home. Guess what? This idiot ( and that is as nice as i can put it) decided it would be completely ok to cross three lanes on the highway going 50 mph IN A SNOW STORM!! Do you see where this is going? He spun (DUH!) and Yup you guessed it, he hit the front of my rental car. Let me just say i was FREAKING OUT!!! Thank God for Arielle, she was calm and managed to get me to calm down. Fast forward to now, a whole month later. The insurance people finally got their butts in gear and said the rental car accident wasn't my fault. But the people handling my first accident are ...guess what? BUTTHEADS! I'm having to borrow my sister's car to go to and from work ( something neither one of us like) and I have learned that I highly dislike insurance people. My goal is to be able to get another PT Cruiser. Pray for me ok? I can use all the help i can get!